I over the past few days have become nurse mom. I have been cleaning boo boos and getting up in the middle of the night to give pain meds. holding little hands at doctor appointments, calling doctors to make appointments. Stressing that I'm not doing something right.
Ugh... This makes a mommy very tired. I am learning a lot about what I can handle and what I will handle when it comes down to it. I am not good with blood, never have been. But I am having to buck up and deal with it. I am a worrier by nature, I am learning to let that go. I can not control everything. I have to give my son over to God and let His will be done.
I will have to continue to let go and let God for awhile yet. Luke has to have surgery in two weeks to fix the inside of his mouth. I'm not happy that my baby has to be in more pain, I am happy though that they will be fixing it. He is having a hard time speaking. that bothers him. hoping surgery will fix that.
Luke is acting like his old self! bouncing around and playing with his sister. I'm so happy about that. He has faith that we will make it all better , and that is all he needs to know. I need to learn to be that way with my Jesus. To trust that He will make everything ok.
Sorry he has to have surgery...but so glad that he's feeling better!!
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